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Strephon Is Dying According To Doctor’s Evaluation Oct 15 2009
To My Friends and (difficult people for me)
The old professor is being called away from his purpose and life so is saying goodbyes now as the best thing to do, even if the treatments and intervention by Source send the cancer into remission and not me.

I have given you fair warning, as well as my wife and friends. I do no more but respond as I can to some of you.

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Something Soft And Sweet From Strephon: Virtual Singing with Joan Bias
Joan Strephon Love
I love Joan Bias as my favorite female singer because of her pure clear voice and warm heart that comes through to cheer us all.
Virtual Singing is improvising right along with a reduced version of your favorite singer to you improvise with, but of course do not try and sell but use for your own joy in hearing yourselves together. At least this is what I do for the joy in blending our voices.

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Cancer Despair Causes And Treatment Strephon’s Serious Condition
Issues: bedside style doctors … cheerful doctors … negative but practical doctors … skeptical doctors … doctors undermining hope in patients … doctors showing skepticism about treatment results … Iscador skepticism … cheerful positive attitude … patient and doctor …
It is a bad day for me. Try and stick with my objectifying my process by telling it like I experience it so as to get the real points across in everybody handling this kind of suffering when they have to in life.
The Strephon …

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Note About Strephon’s Cancer Book
(almost duplicate text used at bottom of PayPal Problem Donation Page)
Let’s all keep me alive a while longer if you believe in the ‘value here’ and in ‘me’ of course. Then I might even be able to complete the cancer book myself in the next months and get it POD (Publish On Demand) and sign the gift copies.

One of the uses of the extra donation money is to pay for setup expenses for POD publishing, like at Amazon.

Anyone will be able to buy Strephon’s book from …

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AM I GOING TONIGHT? MY FATHER DIED ON THIS DATE OF PAINFUL THROAT CANCER. JUST SIGNED LEGAL PAPERS FOR MY CHILDREN. OCT 11 2009 READY? …

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Killer Cancer
i don’t want to be killed by cancer … Why would I choose this? … Cancer kills you with suffering … Cancer kills you with awareness that you are deteriorating … My God, just in the last day my fingers can’t always find the right keys on the computer keyboard … Cancer is giving me no choice in dying now, if that is what it is doing to me?

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Anatomy Of A Near Defeat Oct 9 2009
Issues: … medications working … responding to problems … winning … dealing with defeat … negatives and positives … values … morphine effects … cancer …
This was a dangerous day for Stefania and I. It was to have been our earliest marriage day possible but was taken from us by city hall when we said we wanted to petition for an earlier date even because my symptoms were so bad. So the city said keep your old Oct 19 date. Now this date …

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Doctor Came Today Oct 9 2009
She said I am a little better than when she first came three days ago.
Yet what inflamed me to say when she was leaving is: I’m not giving up!.
Dr M had said to me, we have to be realists, as she looked at my enema legs and feet and changed medication dosages.
I said one day at a time. Today it was better than before. I can breathe again, not pant most of the time. That for her was good also. She checked with the stethoscope …

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Angels – They give themselves to death, and if death doesn’t take them they give themselves back to life
In my practice as a dreamwork psychologist I have interacted with people who almost died, who could have died by accident or illness, but whose life was somehow saved, like through the accident or the surgery not being fatal when it easily could have been.

If appropriate during the process session where this is revealed I might say after they tell the incident, ‘Your life is not your own then, is it? You …

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Muscle, Brain, Emotional, Spiritual Will Handling Cancer Symptoms
Issues: cancer symptoms … will power fundamentals … dealing with things … dealing with cancer symptoms … consciousness as also a healing tool … important health treatments …
The doctor in testing me a few days ago said that I still have my will in my muscles, which gives me more to work with.
Yes, I agree, but I also have put greater will into my brain, emotions and my relationship to Greater Source.
Muscle Will Power
This means sometimes making yourself do what you don’t seem …

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Life Principles To Live By And Visits From The Doctors Today
Very important!
They are kindly and explain procedures and symptoms. This gives me confidence that they will take care with me as and when I deteriorate.

It is real. It is good.

The latest is that the specialized doctors tried to find fluid in my lower belly because I have a lot of edema. But they found no pools of fluid inside of me, so it’s there making my legs and feet swollen and belly extended. Now they can do no more with …