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Strephon Is Dying According To Doctor’s Evaluation Oct 15 2009
To My Friends and (difficult people for me)
The old professor is being called away from his purpose and life so is saying goodbyes now as the best thing to do, even if the treatments and intervention by Source send the cancer into remission and not me.

I have given you fair warning, as well as my wife and friends. I do no more but respond as I can to some of you.

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Note About Strephon’s Cancer Book
(almost duplicate text used at bottom of PayPal Problem Donation Page)
Let’s all keep me alive a while longer if you believe in the ‘value here’ and in ‘me’ of course. Then I might even be able to complete the cancer book myself in the next months and get it POD (Publish On Demand) and sign the gift copies.

One of the uses of the extra donation money is to pay for setup expenses for POD publishing, like at Amazon.

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On Suffering September 21 2009
One of your big transitions when you get cancer is that you get a lot more suffering to deal with. Yes, the doctors help, but little aches and pains throughout your body happen, plus the big crisis bouts of pain from the tumors growing and what their intrusions are doing to the rest of your body.
Our normal bodily life is often free of pain, or if there is pain, it is localized, like going to the dentist for fixing a tooth ache.
Now with cancer my whole …

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Dream – Terrible Terrible Nightmare Experiencing
Issues: … nightmares … acting out … fear of dying … loss of control … crying for help … support for suffering … supportive relationship … learning challenge …

In the middle of the hot night I was fighting for my life it felt like. I was struggling to get some objects to protect myself with. Can’t remember the details of the images but the feelings were so strong. I managed to shout and shout help! help! help! until I actually had my voice in …

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Thou Shalt Not Revenge Others
Issues: … revenge … deliberate evil … ethical responsibility … being revenged … dealing with revenge … dealing with deliberate evil …

We use Biblical language here because a Moses law is ‘an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.’
The Ten Commandments were an early attempt by humanity to codify laws that all members of a society would follow through the generations.
But we are in modern times. Yes, and so what? some might ask.

Have you ever been revenged or taken revenge against another?

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My Conversations With Arthur After 37 Years
Arthur and I met the second time at the nice restaurant for the second couple of hours. At the end we both agreed we were tired. We had given ourselves to the encounter. Arthur is 70 and I am 75. We could see the tiredness in each other’s eyes.

Was it worth it? Why make space in ones valuable life and give energy to it?

At my age I have had to realize the teaching and principle to become goalless.
Have no agenda, for any desires …