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The Principle Of Effectiveness
A former student text messaged me this morning that she heard I had cancer and wanted something from me professionally. I was glad to hear from her, but how much energy can I put into her or the world at this point?
The Principle of Effectiveness is to only put creative energy where there is a positive chance that what you intend happening will indeed happen for you, given the right circumstances.
Sometimes I read a little war news in Afghanistan and am appalled. This one reporter wrote about …

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Are You Living Or Dying From Your Cancer?
What Choices Do You Need To Make To Handle What Cancer Evokes?

Issues: … living or dying … the choice … living purposefully … staying alive … committing suicide through having cancer … fighting cancer with purpose …

Why is this question of vital importance to you and to me?

Take off the cancer part for the moment. Up until my 75th birthday I played good tennis with about eight of us retired men in the local tennis club. So I knew these men to …

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I Have Given Myself Over To Crucifixion

Sorry, but this is the image that comes to me. What is my sacrifice?

Within two weeks, and right when I am supposed to be moving house, I may well be within the new doctor’s hands for them to do what they will with me, but also within the dialogue of my understanding what they are doing.
To bed right after twelve midnight with the sleeping pill, and an hour later a wake and up. It has happened night after night.
Now as in the breakthrough entry …

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At Last A Decision And A Breakthrough!
I’m just back from the last new house doctor here in the Netherlands, and at last I have found what I so desperately needed.
And what is that, Strephon?
Yes, I am a bit high over it …
I needed a decisive doctor to be my expert in handling my cancer at the highest level they are capable of.

At last my tennis friend, Mark, said the best diagnostician he and his wife have used for twenty years here is Dr Adams. First I was assigned to Dr …

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The Turning Point – Cancer Or Vital, Purposeful Life?
Issues: … cancer curing … real cure … living life choice … increasing vitality by increasing purpose … end the negativity … God in experience … living now as real …
Woke up clear at 2:30 AM, meaning 2.5 hours of sleep, the usual first cycle for me now.

I feel like the turning point against this cancer is being reached, even without knowing why or for sure.

Night Dream
In the dream two of the defeated Germans of the Second World War were sitting while …

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Cancer Report Strephon August 20, 2009
Issues: … control of symptoms … medications … fears …. positive spirit … sleep hours … diet interventions … check with doctor … daily living context …
This report reports current condition of my mental and body and daily living context.
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At 12 midnight went to bed taking sleeping pill. Stefania insisted because the previous night I stayed up later than her, took sleeping pill but stayed at the computer and half an hour later was sleep at computer, deep, groggy, and she had to work hard …

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New Medications Strephon Monday, Aug 10, 2009
Went to substitute doctor with home doctor on vacation for a month. Liked this Dr Smidt better, more precise, saw I had not pain pills or sleeping pills right away as we talked. And he said to call him tomorrow afternoon between 4-5 to report how medications are working.
I was almost crying in the office, being understood better by Dr Smidt who explained things. The muscle relaxant relieves muscle tension which relieves pain and makes it possible to sleep. Plus present medications may make …

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The Truth About Cancer Survival Statistics

What are your chances of surviving lung cancer, or some other kind of cancer, and for how long?

You would like to know if the treatments will help you survive your cancer, and for how long?

But when you ask your doctor, what are my chances, you are likely to get strange numbers answers? You have then as the cancer patient got to interpret those numbers.
In this article we are giving you some numbers researched from medication groups, like the British Cancer Society, off the web. We …