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Doctor Came Today Oct 9 2009
She said I am a little better than when she first came three days ago.
Yet what inflamed me to say when she was leaving is: I’m not giving up!.
Dr M had said to me, we have to be realists, as she looked at my enema legs and feet and changed medication dosages.
I said one day at a time. Today it was better than before. I can breathe again, not pant most of the time. That for her was good also. She checked with the stethoscope …

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Health Report September 29 2009
This list for my new Steiner health doctor. At the bottom is what happened.
My health goals are:
—————to stay alive and functioning at least until Stefania and I get married so she has her Netherlands rights if I die soon. —————
Dr Adams (Malden) thought I was deteriorating fast a little over a week ago.
In a crisis how would I be handled? Dr Adams has arranged something with Dr de Lange at Dekkerswald lung clinic. I had one meeting with Dr de Lange where I think he said …

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Health Report Description Positive Sept 25 1009
To bed last night very sleepy at 10:30 and up now at 2:30 for 4 hours deep sleep. I sit up in bed wondering who I am, how my body feels, what’s my motivation for moving right now. I am to get up ad dress in my bathrobe and get some food: half a banana with almond butter, half a cottage cheese with linseed oil and its omega threes in balance with its omega sixes, the ‘cancer cure, let that digest and then take …

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When Life Becomes Too Painful To Want To Go On Living
This is how I am beginning to feel this morning. I want to get through my day purposefully, but if I am being distracted by the tightness in my chest and being all alone because Stefania is at work, then I have a serious challenge in my day.
I have my writing to do. Let’s face it, folks, maybe this is too hard to read for most people? It is a story of pain and dealing with pain. It is not …

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What Is My Body? September 22 2009

We each live in a body, but what surely do we live in?

Why is this question important?
Right now I suffer from terminal cancer, or at least one of my better doctors thinks I can get worse at any time and have to go into one of the hospitals.
Scary? Yes. For one thing Stefania and I went into City Hall today to finalize our paperwork and pay our 200 euro for being able to marry soon in the future. Their date was a month away, …

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Between Life And Death?
How do I write about this place that I am in now, it feels like?
Dr Adams says I look weaker than a week ago. Finally the remedies from the homeopath arrive?
There are life reports of people’s cancer going into remission, even after the doctors have given up on the cancer patient.
Yet I am 75. Why should I hope?

Setting the goal to marry Stefania as soon as possible Dr Adams liked because i showed positive life force chosen for by me.

However, when feeling so weak, and under medication, …

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Taking Homeopathic Medicine Arrived Today September 18 2009
Issues: … cancer worse … regular medicine increase taken … life without hope … life with reality … homeopathy as intervention to stimulate the immune system …
Dear Huib,
The remedies arrived but I do not find an email from you that explains what to do, so can you give me the right instructions here and send them back.
Dr Adams says I am deteriorating …
Taking Homeopathic Medicine Arrived Today
1. 200 ST VSM CHELEDONIUM MAJUS D6 GWhat do I do with this: dose, how often a …

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The New Doctor Specialist – Truth And Effectiveness
Issues: … finding competent people … being competent yourself … decision making … being truthful … testing situations and people … never be fooled … decide no as well as yes …
Key Teaching: Keep searching until you get what seems like a really competent doctor in the area you need him or her in.

You may think this teaching obvious, but consider this.
Making Reality Decisions
Should your health care helper be smarter than you are? This means should your health care worker know a lot …