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Between Life And Death?
How do I write about this place that I am in now, it feels like?
Dr Adams says I look weaker than a week ago. Finally the remedies from the homeopath arrive?
There are life reports of people’s cancer going into remission, even after the doctors have given up on the cancer patient.
Yet I am 75. Why should I hope?

Setting the goal to marry Stefania as soon as possible Dr Adams liked because i showed positive life force chosen for by me.

However, when feeling so weak, and under medication, …

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Cancer Crisis Pains Sept 18, 2009 Marriage Strategy
I have pains in my back. I thought I was sleeping well last night, like I might even be getting better, but it seems the contrary is true. They may send me to the hospital today for what? Relief?
I wanted the homeopathy to start in earnest at the new Steiner clinic. Now what is going go?
So will they dope me up with stuff? Will they find a spread of the disease?
What can I endure? What cannot I endure?
One lung blocked says the new …

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Taking Homeopathic Medicine Arrived Today September 18 2009
Issues: … cancer worse … regular medicine increase taken … life without hope … life with reality … homeopathy as intervention to stimulate the immune system …
Dear Huib,
The remedies arrived but I do not find an email from you that explains what to do, so can you give me the right instructions here and send them back.
Dr Adams says I am deteriorating …
Taking Homeopathic Medicine Arrived Today
1. 200 ST VSM CHELEDONIUM MAJUS D6 GWhat do I do with this: dose, how often a …

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Heading Into The Death Zone
Issues: … death zone thinking … really dying … interpreting living or dying … is there a time line now to one’s life ….
In watching the National Geographic documentary on those climbing mount Everest who made it up and down and those who did not, one term is ‘heading into the death zone.’
This is a place on the mountain where nothing lives that long, and you better not get caught there, like if high winds come up.
the camera crew also interviewed climbers who had gone past …

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The New Doctor Specialist – Truth And Effectiveness
Issues: … finding competent people … being competent yourself … decision making … being truthful … testing situations and people … never be fooled … decide no as well as yes …
Key Teaching: Keep searching until you get what seems like a really competent doctor in the area you need him or her in.

You may think this teaching obvious, but consider this.
Making Reality Decisions
Should your health care helper be smarter than you are? This means should your health care worker know a lot …

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The Principle Of Effectiveness
A former student text messaged me this morning that she heard I had cancer and wanted something from me professionally. I was glad to hear from her, but how much energy can I put into her or the world at this point?
The Principle of Effectiveness is to only put creative energy where there is a positive chance that what you intend happening will indeed happen for you, given the right circumstances.
Sometimes I read a little war news in Afghanistan and am appalled. This one reporter wrote about …

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Health Check With Myself – Improving Or Not? Sept 5, 2009
Issues: … ones own health care … will power needed … live purposefully the day … counter the regressive pull … do something positive each day … be aware now …
One must monitor oneself? Right? Not enough doctors? Not seriously ill enough to be in hospice? Not well enough yet not to worry daily and nightly?

How do you handle this one as consciously as possible?

Remembering that consciousness is more than just awareness. Consciousness involves also intentionality, purpose, directed will towards …

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Are You Living Or Dying From Your Cancer?
What Choices Do You Need To Make To Handle What Cancer Evokes?

Issues: … living or dying … the choice … living purposefully … staying alive … committing suicide through having cancer … fighting cancer with purpose …

Why is this question of vital importance to you and to me?

Take off the cancer part for the moment. Up until my 75th birthday I played good tennis with about eight of us retired men in the local tennis club. So I knew these men to …