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AM I GOING TONIGHT? MY FATHER DIED ON THIS DATE OF PAINFUL THROAT CANCER. JUST SIGNED LEGAL PAPERS FOR MY CHILDREN. OCT 11 2009 READY? …

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Killer Cancer
i don’t want to be killed by cancer … Why would I choose this? … Cancer kills you with suffering … Cancer kills you with awareness that you are deteriorating … My God, just in the last day my fingers can’t always find the right keys on the computer keyboard … Cancer is giving me no choice in dying now, if that is what it is doing to me?

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Doctor Came Today Oct 9 2009
She said I am a little better than when she first came three days ago.
Yet what inflamed me to say when she was leaving is: I’m not giving up!.
Dr M had said to me, we have to be realists, as she looked at my enema legs and feet and changed medication dosages.
I said one day at a time. Today it was better than before. I can breathe again, not pant most of the time. That for her was good also. She checked with the stethoscope …

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Muscle, Brain, Emotional, Spiritual Will Handling Cancer Symptoms
Issues: cancer symptoms … will power fundamentals … dealing with things … dealing with cancer symptoms … consciousness as also a healing tool … important health treatments …
The doctor in testing me a few days ago said that I still have my will in my muscles, which gives me more to work with.
Yes, I agree, but I also have put greater will into my brain, emotions and my relationship to Greater Source.
Muscle Will Power
This means sometimes making yourself do what you don’t seem …

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Terrifying New Cancer Symptom In The Night
I seemed to wake suddenly being choked by the phlegm in my throat and I start coughing it out with big noises as if I am drowning on dry land …
Stefania rouses from sleep and tries to hold and comfort me, saying lie down Strephon … we already have me propped on pillows on the right side so the tumor is not crushing into my chest with its weight.
However I am trying to sit up in the night air … this all happening around …

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Recalling Ones Purposeful Events In One’s Dying Process – A Letter
What will you recall of past events and happenings at the end of your life if you have an Aware Dying Process to go through?

It could be a list of regrets of things you wish you had done but didn’t?
It could be fond memories of being with certain friends or members of your family?
It could be a list of your fears in going out of existence through your dying?
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Four Million Years Old Human Ardi And My Cancer Dying

What’s it like to be four million years old?
Imagine that it took so many millions of years for you and I to evolve to the body and brain we are today.
I can see Ardi and realize that even as I am probably dying of cancer now I am one of a long chain of life that continues through my daughters but also through those who have been influenced by me in relating, books, teaching and personal therapy.
Just the amount of time …