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Strephon passed away yesterday evening(October 22, 2009) at 19.00, Netherlands time.
I take my time to be in these moments, but please leave your comments, if you feel like.
Stefania

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On Issue When To Give Up Or Not From Friendly Friend
Strephon: I don’t know which way to go yet, and when will I? say I as an issue Oct 1.
Friend: You will know.  My friend got tired of her pain.
Use that mind and its skills as much as I can every day.
Keep your body moving too.  Air and sunshine while you can.  That darn Equinox thing just happened; you’ll have fewer natural vitamin soaking opportunities in the future.  As you said, you needed to move to breath better.  Even awakened …

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Strephon Still Alive Oct 16 2009 – What To Do? What Not To Do?Procedure: The Problems Of My Immediate Existence Will Be Tackled  Using Logic
(this is basic edited narrative raw text that conveys the immediacy of the described daily experiences happening and being dealt with logically and successfully)
Read for Experience – Suffer the details, and be learning how to be more effective in  problem-solving in your life
-Woke up at 4:30 AM checked out bodily state in bed.
-felt pleased I was still alive and not hurting
-felt I was not hurting but …

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Cancer Despair Causes And Treatment Strephon’s Serious Condition
Issues: bedside style doctors … cheerful doctors … negative but practical doctors … skeptical doctors … doctors undermining hope in patients … doctors showing skepticism about treatment results … Iscador skepticism … cheerful positive attitude … patient and doctor …
It is a bad day for me. Try and stick with my objectifying my process by telling it like I experience it so as to get the real points across in everybody handling this kind of suffering when they have to in life.
The Strephon …

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Note About Strephon’s Cancer Book
(almost duplicate text used at bottom of PayPal Problem Donation Page)
Let’s all keep me alive a while longer if you believe in the ‘value here’ and in ‘me’ of course. Then I might even be able to complete the cancer book myself in the next months and get it POD (Publish On Demand) and sign the gift copies.

One of the uses of the extra donation money is to pay for setup expenses for POD publishing, like at Amazon.

Anyone will be able to buy Strephon’s book from …

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Anatomy Of A Near Defeat Oct 9 2009
Issues: … medications working … responding to problems … winning … dealing with defeat … negatives and positives … values … morphine effects … cancer …
This was a dangerous day for Stefania and I. It was to have been our earliest marriage day possible but was taken from us by city hall when we said we wanted to petition for an earlier date even because my symptoms were so bad. So the city said keep your old Oct 19 date. Now this date …

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Muscle, Brain, Emotional, Spiritual Will Handling Cancer Symptoms
Issues: cancer symptoms … will power fundamentals … dealing with things … dealing with cancer symptoms … consciousness as also a healing tool … important health treatments …
The doctor in testing me a few days ago said that I still have my will in my muscles, which gives me more to work with.
Yes, I agree, but I also have put greater will into my brain, emotions and my relationship to Greater Source.
Muscle Will Power
This means sometimes making yourself do what you don’t seem …

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Life Principles To Live By And Visits From The Doctors Today
Very important!
They are kindly and explain procedures and symptoms. This gives me confidence that they will take care with me as and when I deteriorate.

It is real. It is good.

The latest is that the specialized doctors tried to find fluid in my lower belly because I have a lot of edema. But they found no pools of fluid inside of me, so it’s there making my legs and feet swollen and belly extended. Now they can do no more with …