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[23 Oct 2009 | 5 Comments | ]

Strephon passed away yesterday evening(October 22, 2009) at 19.00, Netherlands time.
I take my time to be in these moments, but please leave your comments, if you feel like.

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[22 Oct 2009 | No Comment | ]

In Strephon’s behave I write to all of you, who followed daily his sharing and experience of being. This night at 2 o’clock he was breathing difficultly saying “I am ready to go. Call the doctors.”
He is not gone yet from among us, but he is getting support/injection of morphine to  sleep easily as he wished, that making it easier on his breathing.
I hope I will get the strength and energy to tell you exact the moment he will be gone.

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[10 Oct 2009 | No Comment | ]

Anatomy Of A Near Defeat Oct 9 2009
Issues: … medications working … responding to problems … winning … dealing with defeat … negatives and positives … values … morphine effects … cancer …
This was a dangerous day for Stefania and I. It was to have been our earliest marriage day possible but was taken from us by city hall when we said we wanted to petition for an earlier date even because my symptoms were so bad. So the city said keep your old Oct 19 date. Now this date …

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[7 Oct 2009 | 4 Comments | ]

Life Principles To Live By And Visits From The Doctors Today
Very important!
They are kindly and explain procedures and symptoms. This gives me confidence that they will take care with me as and when I deteriorate.

It is real. It is good.

The latest is that the specialized doctors tried to find fluid in my lower belly because I have a lot of edema. But they found no pools of fluid inside of me, so it’s there making my legs and feet swollen and belly extended. Now they can do no more with …

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[3 Oct 2009 | One Comment | ]

The Cancer Walk Purpose Walks Me Now Oct 3 2007
I’m up at 6:51 It was a long climb.
Everyone take up mountain climbing in preparation for when, and if, they might get into a similar state. In Norway I was older climbing her highest mountain. But for the last part of the climb my student husband had me hold his walking stick with him. We never reached the top because of the fog, but a glory time also.
Tonight I ask S to help me out of bed, which has its own …

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[19 Sep 2009 | 2 Comments | ]

Report Slept Through The Night September 19 2009
Slept through the night, which was good. Dream of eating various goodies at a bar festival, it seemed like.
Don’t feel pain now. It’s 6 AM. Must have slept at around 12 midnight. So medication working, two kinds, regular doctor stuff and now started homeopathy.
Whatever helps helps.

What if you don’t get help in life? Now that is suffering.

But getting help from those around you is a perfect joy. People are doing a lot for each other here, like helping Stefania and I out with …

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[25 Aug 2009 | 3 Comments | ]

Why Don’t People See The Nature Of Their Existence?
Impressions … my mother smoking herself to death when I came home at Christmas vacations from loathsome boarding school … the woman on a two week summer intensive who said, I want my hair pulled too, because it was what I did on someone else in the group to get her yelling and screaming, then into her wounded crying and final release into lasting healing …
Since childhood I have always been afflicted with ‘Great Mind.’
No-Yes, it is real.
Why don’t people realize the …

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[20 Aug 2009 | 3 Comments | ]

Cancer Report Strephon August 20, 2009
Issues: … control of symptoms … medications … fears …. positive spirit … sleep hours … diet interventions … check with doctor … daily living context …
This report reports current condition of my mental and body and daily living context.

At 12 midnight went to bed taking sleeping pill. Stefania insisted because the previous night I stayed up later than her, took sleeping pill but stayed at the computer and half an hour later was sleep at computer, deep, groggy, and she had to work hard …