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Doctors And Decisiveness In Life Plus Synchronicity

Well, we can point to some small significances in our day.

Last week I tried to get to my temporary assigned doctor and it was not working well. I did not want my former doctor, then on vacation, because in our sessions she talked too much and did not seem to get the job done with me.

I suspect no relationship at home so she uses her patients and doctor interns.

• Here’s the thing with me: right now I may be dying of cancer and do not want that lottery game to be determined by incompetent doctors.

In life, we have many types of relationships, some of them dangerous to us if we are with an incompetent or vicious person, but don’t know it.

My former doctor proved incompetent, giving me too large a dosage of DEX right away, which I took myself off of as soon as the side effects proved too much for me. By then she was on vacation and I got the substitute doctor to give me the right medications. He lowered the dose of DEX down considerably and added a pain killer and a sleeping pill.

• Now why didn’t my first incompetent doctor do what he did in the face of five minutes?

I had to learn fast. I had to learn ‘incompetent doctor.’ I had to learn change doctors. I had to learn to tell the next doctor why I didn’t feel secure with the assigned home doctor now on vacation.

• I had to learn. For it goes much better for each of us when we are as fully in reality as possible.

Then my tennis friend, Mark, said his doctor was the best diagnostician there, and so I went to him. He confirmed the new medication but also analyzed my symptoms in realistic terms.

Dr Adams did it again today in a session we got with him right away because my symptoms were changing a bit and I needed to check out my current medications with him. And I was moving apartments so I also had to move to new doctors.

This is what the temporary new doctor did for me today, partly because I gave him a letter with a list of what I wanted and needed, as I saw my own picture.

I wanted a decisive male lung specialist. Dr Adams found out that the first male specialist available was far too in the future for appointments for me. So he got the best male specialist at a specialized lung clinic nearby for a longer appointment than 15 minutes for me this Friday.

• Now that is decisive! I need the best treatment possible and I need it now.

Dr Adams assured me this new specialist would take x-rays immediately and diagnosis and follow up with treatment recommendations right away.

Now that is decisiveness! Get it done now while the pancake is hot on the griddle!

I had already complained with these women doctors that we spent too much time with their asking what do I want and not enough time with their telling me precisely what I needed in treatment.

The new specialist would be giving me an immediate treatment procedure this Friday, and believe me, I think I need it. And I can fear it! What will he do, recommend immediate surgery? I better have already half-made the choice so that I can be decisive myself.

• I have a 7 kilo weight gain in a week and increased phlegm flowing where I had little before. I salivate a lot more.

As I brought up each symptom Dr Adams could tell me things like, well, the salivating could be from infected lymph nodes but is likely from pressure in your trachea area, which the x-rays should show if inside our outside the trachea. It’s the same with your weight gain if pressure is preventing blood and fluids circulating freely enough.

Ah, that is what I need exactly to hear. I present the symptoms and a good diagnostician gives specific possible explanations which he also will pass on to the specialist so that I am acted upon, possibly in the nick of time to save my life.

No more long appointments and endless talks with doctors who either withhold vital information or don’t even have the information to understand the problem, or help me find a doctor who does.

I am the patient trying to psyche the doctor out. Does she or he know what they are doing, truly know, or are they just getting through their day with me?

Decisiveness!

1. Decisiveness is making full choices that shift situations for the better as soon as possible and when possible.
2. Decisiveness is seeing the core issue and its possible solution and acting to bring that solution, or one like it, into reality as soon as possible and as fully as possible, and then also evaluating results as soon as possible and as fully as possible so that the next steps in the process may also be taken.

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