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The Turning Point – Cancer Or Vital, Purposeful Life?

Issues: … cancer curing … real cure … living life choice … increasing vitality by increasing purpose … end the negativity … God in experience … living now as real …

Woke up clear at 2:30 AM, meaning 2.5 hours of sleep, the usual first cycle for me now.

• I feel like the turning point against this cancer is being reached, even without knowing why or for sure.

Night Dream

In the dream two of the defeated Germans of the Second World War were sitting while some of the former victims were working, and I said to these Germans, how dare you sit while those you victimized work? And I hit at them with plastic pipes to get them out of their chairs.

• This ‘righteous anger’ I have been feeling lately for the past week. It’s against my being weak, sick and old, and those who try and make me feel so.

My righteous anger is against those who classify me as sick, weak and old.

A tennis friend said he had time to take me for coffee and a piece of pie to his favorite cafe near the woods here, and we did, and we talked for two hours. We talked mainly ancient history which he loves. I was jabbering as much as he. He wants to do it again, but in a few weeks with another tennis friend.

I wondered if I had tired him out, expressing as much as he. I wondered if I did not appear to be this weak cancer victim to him. I wondered if my describing working every day at the Jesus novel, and the research behind it, showed him that I was not really an old sick man but a vital one not needing that much help. Others have said I look vital, as well.

I talk freely of my poverty but also of the humanitarian values of the Dutch people and system. I wondered if he was upset about this, or just a feeling man who does react, and rightly so.

Whatever!

I have my creative energy and the purpose for it running, and shall continue to do so.

The Turning Point

The Turning Point is also that today I can start buying the alternative therapy herbs and remedies and thus carve out an intervention against this cancer.

I have already intervened in changing my diet and in all the focused consciousness work. And also in taking the plunge and writing now the new version, the more skilled version, of the Jesus novel.

• It’s also as if the cancer was given me as a new big push to make me do the writing project, research and development over, plunge in!

Of course! Of course, Strephon! What did you expect? Really! Come on now! Don’t think, do you, that the Greater Guidance is going to let you easily get away with being weaker than you are?

Purpose makes you strong!

Of course my life is not my own. I respond to the Greater Challenge. That has been my commitment since age 32 out of the historical Jesus studies guided by Dr Elizabeth Boyden Howes, the ‘Great Teacher.’ at least in role she created to teach us through the historical Jesus life and teachings.

But I stay a realist. Yes, I have gotten inflated by a lot of ideas through the years of what I could do and accomplish. Yes, I have gotten through the inspiration of some brilliant ideas by getting certain projects into reality to see how well they work.

• Now I have the Jesus Novel rewrite to get into reality quickly and carefully, while at the same time getting the cancer taken care of.

A naturopath doctor on the web with his videos gives the passionate instructions of what to do to cure ones lung cancer. That’s the right approach I feel to be taking.

1. Do I want to live?
2. Yes, I want to live.
3. Yes, I am living now.
4. Yes, I am active.
5. Yes, I am a vital, alive being dealing with my existence, which includes my body, my vehicle.

Yes, yes, yes …

The new inspiration is at this link site: http://www.drjims-natural-cures.com/natural-cure-plan-1.html

Choice: I will buy what I can today of his treatment plan, plus what I can of another alternative therapist’s treatment plan.

The money has come through to do so, thank Source. In the Netherlands insurance pays for the alternative therapist but not for the remedies. People have to make the remedies and keep them for sale in their little stores. They have to be paid just as the drug company workers do get paid.

I as needy one having to pay out of my own pocket, which is suddenly full for the occasion.

• The authentic seer Jesus teaching is: why be anxious for tommorow, there are enough problems for you to solve today.

Another historical Jesus teaching is about Jesus pointing to the flowers of the field who neither sow or reap, yet are taken care of my the ‘heavenly father’ to live their beautiful existence out.

Belief In God Or Experiencing Directly A Greater Guidance To Follow

In my talk yesterday with the intelligent, dynamic tennis friend he said he did not believe in God and asked me if I did.

I pointed out that in my own training I had taken to the concept, also practiced by Jung, that it is not belief but it is experience of powerful personal guidance to do greater purpose in life.

The universe is ordered, as Einstein pointed out, showing a creator God, showing universal laws and principles.

• Now our job is to live those universal laws and principles in our own lives.

The Transcendent God, the immanent God within, and the Situational God as the highest value to choose for within situations.

It’s not hard to experience God as a superior source and guidance, and power, if you keep looking for that experience in your daily life and live it yourself as experience of ego sacrifice to a greater value within and without.

• But many will balk at that. They won’t want to make the sacrifice.

Jesus said that also. Many are called but few choose the way, few choose to go through the Narrow Gate to live in The Kingdom.

What is The Kingdom?

Define it for yourself, experience it for yourself. Don’t live in the already known, your house, your retirement, your regular life only. Live in a renewing process of living purposefully with value. Deal with your failures, your ego greed, whatever it is that is bothering you.

• Live the vitality of the universe itself, not bothered or bound in by the limits of time that says you live and die a certain number of years, and that’s it.

I was in danger when I first got the lung cancer notice of saying, yes, that’s it, I can face this, I can let go and die consciously.

I found out a lot of people wanted me to die of this cancer. They went into fear and grief. One person even sent flowers through my partner at their work.

I saw myself as weak, and I was weak, and I appreciated the medication to regulate those symptoms. I still do you the medications to regulate the symptoms.

Now, today, with the money coming through, I go out to buy alternative remedies, well known in the natural healing field, like a clove of raw garlic a day to support and up the immune system, but other herbal substances, that hither-to I have not known about and used.

I write down the plan for the new and better diet that another practitioner has helped me with. I buy the bio food on the good days I can.

We have a new, real, and adequate refrigerator just bought and coming to the new place in a couple of weeks. For five years Stefania and I have lived out of two small camper coolers, how’s that for poverty in this western country?

So we shall have joy as the ‘moving money’ the rental agency gave us is used to up our lifestyle to ‘adequacy.’

• Careful, very careful with the money of course.

I find I don’t want a dish-washing machine because so mechanical it’s expensive for us. I want to do the dishes for both of us most of the time as just simple and humble work keeping the daily life structures going as I can, and maybe I can do all this for years yet, and so in the kitchen I cook the basic meals and wash the few dishes that come and be simple myself.

This a big contrast to the amazing creative mind stuff happening on my intelligent level, daily blog writes and in my major, major novel writing that I have prepared for and developed for years now.

Ah, scary!

1. Shouldn’t you be less ambitious, Strephon?
2. Shouldn’t you face you are old and sick with powerful lung cancer that is so fatal for most people who get it?
3. My response: get out of identifying with the lung cancer.
4. Don’t express it as acceptance that you are dying now.

Don’t talk of expecting miracles. Why should not what you do with your body, Strephon be ordinary and every day? Why call it somehow extraordinary?

Why not face that you, Strephon, have been unbalanced in your lifestyle and attitude towards yourself, your body and life, and now you are changing all that because you want to live, love and do your purpose in life for which you have by now a God-given talent and experience for?

It’s the Certainty Principle again.

Live the cure, not the sickness …

… it’s an hour and a half later in this blessed night …

The Naturopath’s videos and treatment program I find real and exciting: http://www.drjims-natural-cures.com/natural-cure-plan-1.html

Thanks for reading, guys and gals, and the occasional feedback on site and by personal email. God only knows what you are doing with the stuff …

Be thoughtful, be compassionate, but above all, be real, grounded in your own core life experiences …

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