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Strephon’s Big Symptom Gas Pressure Throat

One of my new doctors thought that what needs handling is the area of the inner terrain of not letting the cancer grow as tumor and lymph nodes tumor on the trachea to obstruct it and thus my breathing, which means death.

Well, I certainly have that pressure there these last few days, but how to interpret is for the doctors.

Made a new appointment with a male specialist recommended by Dr Adams my new house doctor of the moment, but it’s 24 of September, which means a month away.

So I am to survive stabilized in the present condition and not go into an emergency condition? Health care is not so fast in this country either, as is the complaint in Britain?

I will use the month to try and intensify alternative treatments to get the terrain stabilized.

In my dream just now I was making love to Terran, one of my best ex companions and asked, why am I not making love to my wife now, and switched. Is this too intimate to tell? There is always such magic and meaning in true love experiences.

• On the one hand I had cancer symptoms and on the other hand I had life symptoms. I went with the life symptoms to the very best of my ability.

There is nothing shameful about the private intercourse between the sexes, for of course Great Nature has created the sexes out of the cosmic principles of the opposites and their unity functions that go to regulate all existence.

I’ve had, I think, other unity experiences like these in my recent dreaming, serving to remind me to actively choose for unity experiences with my partner and even certain friends, but not necessarily directly sexual.

We may start out in our twenties to develop sexual unity experiences with partners, driven by powerful nature in which we are sometimes the archetypes played out.

But at some point we realize to make choices in creating unity experiences together.

One of my best couple counseling experiences in Berkely, California was first working with the wife who then brought her psychologist husband to the counseling, and together they used the skills I was training them in on their own relationship, and together when the quit, perfectly naturally, they went on as the psychologists they already were trained as to counsel university couples in relationship groups in how to communicate and enhance their relationships to make them purposeful and not just archetypal-instinctual.

What a success that is when you can train people in this process relating, as well as live it yourself in your own relating.
Healing Lesson of the Moment

The healing lesson of the moment is that if you can’t feel entirely comfortable in your cancer symptoms and the medications that the doctors surround it with, at least it is your choice, and you should use it, to counterbalance cancer symptoms with positive life force experiences, so that the cancer symptoms do not so take over as to send you, me, into death fantasy panics.

I asked Stefania to come home today and at six and not work through the evening. I and she have been experiencing constant work pressure for ten days or more now because we have to move apartments pretty quickly.

I said it’s too constant a pressure for me. We are not having any fun. We need to make bigger breaks and have fun and not let the pressure overpower our lives.

Stefania agreed and so we have been doing the simple things of light recreation, like having a nice dinner together, the talking-sharing and then in the night the love-making.

I say these things not to embarrass anyone but to point to the need to keep doing tapestry building with a variety of life and relationship experiences.

You don’t just get rid of the cancer symptoms. But you sure do, and can, counterbalance them with positive life force experiences.

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