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I Have Given Myself Over To Crucifixion
- Sorry, but this is the image that comes to me. What is my sacrifice?
Within two weeks, and right when I am supposed to be moving house, I may well be within the new doctor’s hands for them to do what they will with me, but also within the dialogue of my understanding what they are doing.
To bed right after twelve midnight with the sleeping pill, and an hour later a wake and up. It has happened night after night.
Now as in the breakthrough entry just also written, I have accepted a team of decisive doctors recommended by the expert house doctor locally Dr Adams I saw yesterday for half an hour.
Stefania carried out what I said to do which was to tell the scheduling people that I wanted the half hour consultation with Dr Adams because I heard from my friend he was the best diagnostition from my long term tennis friend, Mark. It worked! Stefania was assertive enough here, which is a developing skill for her.
Principle To Follow In Life
Assert your needs and values in life and you live twice the fulfilling life you otherwise would live.
- Yes, you increase your fulfillment in life fifty percent, if we assign a symbolic number to it.
When we don’t assert our needs and values directly to people who can choose to give to us of their services, then we go along with things, and that often means we get less than half we would get if we otherwise asserted ourselves.
We don’t have to demand usually, but we have to be definite.
In the new doctor’s office today, I had opinions about each of the doctors I had dealt with so far based on experience. I also asserted my full being as a retired professor and dreamwork psychologist. I showed the good doctor who I was. I give my informed opinions and issues directly. I asked for the doctor to take informed decisions himself. I was totally active and encouraged him to be as well. I made pauses in my delivery so that Dr Adams could come in on the issues with his opinions and decisions.
- He became self-revealing in a practical and focused way, something I did not remember getting from the pulmonary specialist at the hospital.
In the end of the half hour Dr Adams made a diagram of the key people he recommends that he and I contact to now form my new medical team who will take over my body as the experts they are and who can also be decisive and active in making decisions on my behalf. Which means also enjoying their process of being my doctors and doing what they can to solve the problem that is bodily me.
Principle To Follow For Increased Effectiveness In life
Give the expert people you need to help problem-solve your big problems, or small, both challenge, evaluation and cooperation.
After all, they need and want, the better ones, the challenge of being effective care-givers that have good chances to solve major problems and thus achieve both knowledge and satisfaction in their area of productive work.
As you and I need help so do we need to assert that need for help as a real challenge to ourselves but also to the experts we are enlisting to help us decisively.
I tell you all this, readers, as the process I use and recommend in life to be both effective and max fulfilled.
That is worth something, isn’t it?
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Sometimes I comment myself, as well as invite impassioned comment form others, as my way of asserting that I am directly involved in my own process and not abstractly involved only.
I know the Jesus material and the meaning of the crucifixion for Jesus’ own life but as a great universal symbol in Western culture.
Think what it means and feels to me that I no longer can say, I will half wait out the process, or let the alternative helper do her interventions and hope they help make me well without the need for orthodox medical treatments, the dominant form in our present society available to me.
I am saying now I do not have alternative therapy of the first order available to me. The full practice therapist I do have may be excellent, and I want to use her well, but I can’t wait around.
I salivate now, I feel pains in my chest sometimes, I take strong medications to control symptoms, I am a sick man, though not so much in spirit any more.
Since I am currently this way, and I have recorded here the horrible suffering a couple of weeks back of the coughs that hardly stopped and all the sputum spit up in the special jars and also the depressed states I could easily get into.
Yes, I went through these but felt great relieve that the second doctor consulted gave me the right medication, the DEX, to relieve inflation acting out that produces phlegm that in turn produces coughing bouts all day.
Yes, folks, I will take the doctor’s orders here to relieve a bad suffering situation that prevented other kinds of work.
So relief from severe discomfort at the same time I was trying to understand my case and have the right breakthrough insights to cooperate fully with experts if I could find them here.
I did at last find them through the proper assertion of my needs ad conditions until certain people like Mark knew that I was cooperative and ‘needing to know.’ Then he came through with the right recommendation.
I pointed out it was a scary story that the substitute Dr Jakkobs could not get the catheter up his penis so he could pee and empty that full bladder, never mind she apologized later for failing to do so. But if you do not have ongoing experience, just because you are a doctor why should you be able to do certain medical procedures. Anyone can get inflated and unrealistic, but in the meanwhile the patient suffers. Mark got his teatment. That is the positive point. An apology does not help if the problem is not decisively solved.
The point is to become active realistic in this life and things will go so much better for you in using your life allotment time and resources available to you.
Have I explained yet that I have become effective in this new area
of my existence.
Effectiveness is one area that we can agree on. I shall recover and us the alternative regular.
What will you do?
Stefania I could draw your back in like and art class, but instead I support you with insghts but still out of the way, and so that is what we deal with.
Our time is up Dr Adams. Many thanks again. I feel hopeful and grounded. I move ahead. Don’t fight mythical battles against impossible enemies. Let go of possessions and personal attachments and things we might hold on to.
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