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Dream – Spirit Working Through Me

Issues: … spirit … spirit over ego desire … ego desire … healing … vehicle … tears …

I dreamed in my afternoon nap that I was at a meeting with some official on a construction site where they were making better houses for the people.

The same official I had met with last year. We both recognized this at the same time and he said to me without your highlighting last year the issue I might have done nothing. And here you are again when I am about to meet with the higher ups and settle this thing on Monday.

I said when he had finished, you know certain powers seem to work through me, but I don’t make them happen. I am chosen for this message or that. It’s the source working through me, and I began to cry a gentle sort of tears, but those same tears when I recognized years ago that a source was working through me when Dorothea had me write and read outloud my first new writing after taking a long break, vowing not to write anymore unless it was not motivated by my personal ego.

• I and others recognize a source working through me that was not personal ego, nor controlled by ego.

• It was a most amazing thing, yet I did not do it personally but it happened through me.

COMMENT

I woke up still in wonderment and wrote this down.

I am no guru but sometimes things happen. Whether such a spirit will work through me now with my cancer, is not up to me entirely, is it.

It’s hard for people who know me presently to understand why I am not fighting for health over cancer at this stage, getting all the treatments I can possibly get.

My answer is that I am doing certain things, but my most important task seems to be to keep my consciousness clear and not have my personal ego contaminate it.

What do you think, you who follow what I say of my present self, if you have things to say?

The tears seemed important now in the dream, the acknowledgment that whatever I do that has meaning for myself and others, it is most likely the spirit and not the ego.

I cry because I am chosen and can feel the difference between ego desire and greater spirit desire.

What I hope for and intend I don’t intend but is working …

Consciousness is intentional …

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