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Strephon’s Saturday Symptoms, Dream, and Thoughts Report

Apparently a rough night with my coughing heavily once in awhile.  Dr Sure Beers says it’s not likely to be from the cancer but we need the CAT and PET scans.

To bed at 11 P with Stefania, nice talk and then sleep. Did S sleep? She has been a light sleeper for years. Let’s all learn from what is happening now. Human learning. That’s what we’ve got.

Woke at 5:30 A with a sharp pain in my side outside area last vertebrae. I thought, my God, is this the cancer node, the lower right side lobe? Yet also with the irritating cough I have felt the pressure in my abdominal cavity. Could it be simply a stitch?

A cancer diagnosis complicates things. It’s an extra layer of possibilities to consider with bodily symptoms. Yes-Yes …

No pain there now. I did relax into it in bed.

Patient Response Syndrome (PRS)

When struggling with a serious bodily condition it is important for the object of these symptoms to have immediate active responses. These responses may not stop the symptoms, or they may let the body-psyche know that the body-person is active, is wanting holistic balance and healing where possible, and doing what one can to provide such a response.

• To go passive is to go into panic. Any response is often better than nothing. The right response to the situation is even better!

Last night Stefania reminded me about taking Codeine because that is the strongest we have to suppress the irritation and the coughing. After fifteen minutes the one pill seemed to work.

Was this a defeat?

My task is to give a response to the symptom. Better than staying awake coughing is to sleep, not disturbing me or Stefania.

New Alternative Treatment From Spain Via Arthur

Today this morning after the simple oats breakfast I took the first of six capsules of an herbal treatment Author says has helped him and his friends with long-term infections, like of the synus passages.

Vitaminor Rino Complex which has Aceites esenciales de Oregano, de Ravensara y de Eucalipto Vitamina C 10 % natural.

Apparently in Spain there are a lot of alternative therapies and pharmacies carry alternative products. Can’t easily find these in the Netherlands. Went to this guy, as reported in the blog, who sent electricity throughout my body without telling me what he was doing. What did I do wrong? he replied to my email rejecting his approach.

What did you do wrong?

You did not investigate Quantum Biofeedback and its founder, who fled the United States to Hungary with a warrant for his arrest following him. That’s what you did wrong! You don’t have the use of your human capacity to think. And thus you exploited me and others apparently.

So Arthur comes to visit me, a retired Spanish economist who grew up in the United States before converting to the Spanish culture. He last knew me 37 years ago. He has done growth and meditation groups when younger in California and Spain. I can trust he works on himself and is committed to being real and conscious. We had a good visit, all real, none superficial.

I will have good contact this coming week with my new cancer doctor and get the scans done.

Am I afraid? Will I project hope?

How much will the scans and blood tests show about the physical condition? How much will be in the mystery of my being in the spiritual ether, or wherever the Greater Realms are?

Thanks again for various of you making contributions from your research and what you know.  It is helpful.

Also last night I watched a couple of true stories of disaster and recovery, like a young man hiker leaping over boulders climbing a mountain in New Zealand but pulling a huge bolder over on him that crushed his legs. His companion got the helicopter rescue squad but that took a day to do. They reached the dying man just in time.

Will I make the right crisis situation decisions, as well as my ‘team’ make the right crisis decisions?

No philosophy now. No spiritual aphorisms. No spiritual attitudes. Now I put my focus on the nitty-gritty of manifestations in the physical world of the body, as well as keeping my thoughts clear and organized.

Dream Image Of Openness

A dream image from one night ago: They tore down part of the fence between myself and my young neighbor couple’s yard, the nice ones!

This created open space. It was fine with me. I did not feel defensive or that I would be attacked from that side. The young couple is modern, living a non-judgmental life.

Utter Darkness Of Personality – The Death Star Instead Of A Human Heart

However, the neighbors on the other three sides have attacked me verbally in the past during the Bush Presidency years. Thanks Bush for portraying ‘the ugly American’ and helping making it difficult for us in the world. This is irony.

So the dream image serves as a teaching in imagery. I have to open to all possibilities, but sort out the bad people who are revenging me, taking advantage of my condition, from those who are non-hysterical and non-judgmental.

Open where you can, Strephon. You need help. Of the people you now deal with, which ones have integrity and which are out to screw you?

Look towards opening. Eradicate fear by choosing positive actions. This is fundamental.

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