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End of Forth Day of Fasting For Strephon

It’s the end of the forth day for me of the fast with changing results so far. Less coughing, less stress-coughing.

My big drama is spending hours on decision-making and going over positions of various people to aid my own perspective.

The Big Decision is again canceling getting the doctors’ two days of hospital tests. This is the second time I rebelled, indicating I was not yet strong enough in my own position to counter the doctors’ position of the need to diagnose and know what kind of cancer and give me a report of what stage it is at and what of their invasive treatments to do.

I chose for alternative therapy, not like a number of the reports of people choosing alternative only after the doctors have done their surgery, chemo and radiation treatments and the person is so debilitated the doctors say, ‘there is nothing more we can do for you.’

Yeah, thanks a lot!

My choice I got clear on is to choose in the present condition of fairly good health the alternative route.

The actual process started four days ago is the juice fasting for 30 days, maybe more, and then a slow recovery into a vegan diet.

From my research on the web and talking with people is that I have at least as good a chance for cancer remission as with the modern medicine way.

We shall see. All life is a gamble anyway. But how often do we get to choose what we gamble on and how?

The spiritual aspect is the principle I live by

I have chosen in my adult life since age 32 to always follow the greater value as I can know it, and not choose for the collective way or out of egocentricity and fear.

In following the greater source I have risked much and gained some, but I have created purpose and great value in the world which would never have happened had I not risked so with my life.

It has been true also that when I risked totally a response came through from The Other Side that aided or determined what I was meant to do.

‘My life is not my own,’ kind of thing.

So the realization and affirmation that why should I give up my risk-taking style for the greater value now just because I have the possibility of a life-threatening disease called cancer?

Today by canceling further medical tests I have affirmed how I have been living my life already for 43 years. What I have lived for I should also be willing to die for-the values and processes that I have lived and taught to those others who felt in tune with this approach of living courageously at the edge of risk where transformation can occur.

I don’t say I will be cured of my cancer or that I will die from it. I stay in the now with the symptoms I have and give my best disciplined effort to that.

The record of my efforts is on my StrephonSays blog, most of it. Much of my position-taking is also formed in my various letter replies to those many of you who have written me, sometimes more than once.

This is what I hoped for that many working with themselves would respond and share of their own experiences around the issues I face daily now.

Many thanks for all the responses!

-Strephon

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